10 May 2013 @ 02:59 pm
text forever; using the username 'thegoldenrule'  
Mother's Day is coming up soon, isn't it?

((Assume all the responses come from an unrelated account "thegoldenrule". Also, if needed, this is backdated before any Umineko update madness that may or may not be happening soon.))
16 February 2013 @ 01:04 pm
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[ to: dramadramaduck@dreamwidth.org
from: ( +UNKNOWN NUMBER; "lucific" ) ]

I am home.

( ooc: all information on this main post is visible. feel free to do as you will with it. uwu* )
12 February 2013 @ 01:03 pm
voice; backdated to early monday morning  
Can I please stay with someone?  I won't bother you or anyone you live with and it would only be for a little bit, promise.  All I need is somewhere to sleep.
04 February 2013 @ 12:35 am
[shinji breathes into the microphone, static erupting through the speakers in short bursts.  he sounds as if he's been pushed past the verge of tears and onto the brink of absolute panic, but he has to do this.  he has to.]

Kaworu-kun...he's gone.  It was strange that he was gone so early this morning, but I didn't think about it.  Now it's been hours and he's not back.  I called his job and his phone.  They haven't seen him and he won't answer.  All his things are here.  Even his violin is here.  He'd never leave without it.  I can't find him.  He disappeared.  Kaworu left.

[an audible gulp, a shaky sigh.] And I can't find him at all.  Tell me you've heard from him.


07 December 2012 @ 01:17 am
Let's say you've done something awful.  Unforgivable, even.

Do you think you can ever forgive yourself?
22 August 2012 @ 02:32 am
Of all the viruses not to get, I'm glad it was that one.  Guys shouldn't be magical girls.  It's sorta creepy.

Anyway, I had two questions for everyone not related to that.  The first was if anyone had a favorite piece of classical music.  If you remember the composer, that's okay, and if not, that's okay, too.  Answering isn't important if you don't want to.  I was just curious.  The second is...this is hard to ask.  But--well....

Could someone tell me what high school is like?
20 April 2012 @ 03:06 pm
I was supposed to meet my cello tutor....  Maybe the professor will take "the community did it" as an excuse.

By the way, what's today's date?
Current Mood: confused
19 March 2012 @ 10:42 pm
[voice; terribly locked from asuka and kaworu]  
[quietly, shamefully:] C-can anyone treat burns?

((OOC: Context is here for the strong of heart.))
Current Mood: blank
08 December 2011 @ 12:34 am
backdated to the second; locked from asuka  
I want to get something for a friend's birthday soon.  She probably wouldn't like anything I give her or even even accept it.  We...don't get along that much.  I'm not really sure what to do, but someone here might.  Right?

So.  Um.  Please give me advice if you want.
25 September 2011 @ 02:56 pm
[tiny!shinji and tiny!kaworu tromp into the kitchen--or more so, shinji tromps while he leads kaworu by the hand.]

Okay, look! [he waves his free hand around the room] This is daidokoro!

[kaworu repeats the word slowly as if he's testing the weight of syllables on his tongue.] In German, küche.  A place for Lilim to gather and share their life stories over meals.  A place of warmth.

I guess...it's really just a place where Mama makes me food. [he guides them further in and suddenly points to a stool] Isu!  What's that in your language?

It is stuhl.

That doesn't sound anything like mine.  [he scrunches his nose] Learning might take longer than I thought.  But we're not gonna give up!  We'll know how each other talks and tell each other secrets nobody else can understand, right?

[kaworu is at a loss.  sharing secrets with him like a normal lilim?  when all he knew were terrified and awed of what he was?  his smile is very small, extremely pleased and eyes brighter than any human's.] Yes.

Good! [shinji points to Socrates the cat glowering at them from a counter] That's a grumpy neko.

[he chuckles,] Grumpy neko.
07 August 2011 @ 01:47 am
Does change scare you?
Current Mood: contemplative
18 June 2011 @ 02:00 pm
[Backdated to the Dirty Little Secrets Virus]  

My body is slowly breaking down, and there's nothing I can do to stop it. The draining of my Philosopher's Stone core and the battle against the Father has placed too much of a strain on me. Eventually, my cells will no longer be able to regenerate, and I will die. I can already feel the effects weakening me, slowly but surely...

I don't know how much time I have left. A year? Two, at the most. It's hard to say. All I know is that I won't live long enough to see my children have families of their own, and this saddens me greatly.

I didn't want to tell them because I thought it would be kinder not to, but in reality... I think I was simply running away.

Even now, I'm still such a coward...

Current Location: Risembool, Amestris
Current Mood: sad
09 April 2011 @ 02:14 pm
[three things are readily apparent within a few seconds.  one, it's twilight in the middle of the day.  two, the calm sea is not blue but red.  and three, this dominates the background; its half-smile clearly visible due to the massive size.  the strangeness of the scene almost takes away from the boy seated in front of the computer.  his body sags with fatigue, deep bags under his eyes.  there's sand in his hair and on his clothes.  he looks as if he could keel over any moment.

but shinji ikari is alive

H-hello?  [he coughs once, voice hoarse from lack of use] Hello?  Is there anyone there?
06 April 2011 @ 04:22 pm
backdated to yesterday, 9:38 AM  
cut for length/graphic imagery )

((OOC: post three of three for end of evangelion.  WARNING: huge spoilers and squicky stuff so read at your own risk.  a video of what the fuck is happening is here from about 1:30-4:30.  DO NOT WATCH if you are easily squicked and/or are allergic to post-modernism.  on the ic part of things, anybody that watches to the end of this video will feel an intense longing for the person they love most, even if that person is dead and gone.  a follow-up post will show up in a few days.  thank you for tolerating my spam, everyone!))
Current Music: komm susser tod (come, sweet death)-end of evangelion ost
06 April 2011 @ 12:30 am
backdated to yesterday, 9:15 AM  
cut for length/implications of graphic imagery )

((OOC: post two of three for end of evangelion.  WARNING: huge spoilers and don't read if easily squicked.  for an understanding of what exactly happened to asuka, here is a youtube video of the fight versus the eva series in its entiretybe warned, if you didn't read this, do not watch this video.  one more post to go!))
Current Music: II Air, Orchestral Suite No. 3-Bach
05 April 2011 @ 03:05 pm
video streamed from NERV security, backdated to 8:30 AM  
cut for graphic imagery/length )

((OOC: One of three posts.  WARNING: massive spoilers for End of Evangelion and graphic imagery so be careful!))
31 March 2011 @ 03:21 pm
[there are no windows in view to indicate time of day outside of the sparse, cramped apartment, but shinji sits at the computer wearing a baggy t-shirt and shorts, hair looking damp from a shower or bath.  he's looking happy which is surprising given the last week or so's events.  a little smile is on his face while he waves.]

Hi.  Um, I just wanted to let people know that Asuka's okay.  Or well, not okay.  She's in the hospital.  But they found her and that's what's important.  I haven't been able to see her yet since we've been doing sync tests all night, but I'll go as soon as I can in the morning and tell you all how she is.  And--

[an impossibly pale lanky boy interrupts him by placing a steaming mug of something in front of the laptop.]  Here is your tea.  I must admit that it may not be very good.  I am not familiar with making my own.  [he smiles at shinji's stammered and embarrassed-sounding denials that could be nothing but delicious, long fingers tightening around the mug still in his hands.  the computer captures his attention once he notices the camera is on.] --Ah, is this the community, Shinji-kun?

Community?  Oh, yeah...I forgot it was up.  [shinji grins sheepishly.]  Sit down, let me introduce you to them.

[without another word, the other boy slides a nearby chair over and sits so close to him that their elbows are touching.  neither seem to mind.  in fact, he's leaning in a little closer.] Do you know many of the people here?

Yes...a lot of people them are my friends.

I see.  Friends are something important to Man.  To create bonds- some means of closeness - such a thing is important.  If they are your friends, I will be glad to meet them as well, Shinji-kun.  [he settles his red eyes on the screen and for a split second, the image wavers.  only for the briefest moment before he bows his head.] My name is Kaworu Nagisa.  It is good to meet you, Community.

21 March 2011 @ 08:16 pm
accidental video  
[shinji's laptop is sitting on the table near the living room.  no one is in sight.

out of frame, there is a knock then misato's voice.
] Asuka?  I know you're awake.  We want to talk to you--Shinji and I.

[asuka shrieks back:]  GO AWAY!

[misato is firm in the face of her outburst.] You haven't come out to eat or drink or use the bathroom since we got back from headquarters.  It's been nine hours.  Please talk to us.  If--if it's about the Angel--

[BOOM.  one can presume that a heavy chair was thrown into the door.  smaller thumps and crashes (books, mugs, whatever is at arm's reach) can be heard and throughout it all, asuka's shrill, frantic screaming is clearly audible.] DON'T YOU SAY ANYTHING ABOUT THAT DAMN THING!  I HATE IT!  I HATE YOU!  I HATE SHINJI!  I HATE THAT DOLL THAT PILOTS EVA!  I HATE EVERYTHING!  LEAVE ME ALONE!  KEEP YOUR NOSE OUT OF MY BUSI--!

[it ends in the middle of her tirade.]
14 March 2011 @ 02:55 am
[there is a tiny hedgehog sitting on the keyboard.  she appears skittish, but determined.  nothing will stand in her way.]

Hello.  My name is Kibou. [a proper little bow.]  There are lot of daemons and I wanted to speak to some of you.  Shinji's interested too, but....  [it's easy to notice that the boy lying on his bed behind her has his back turned to the camera and earbuds in.  his breathing isn't deep enough to suggest sleep.  kibou's nose twitches nervously.]  Please respond, if you can.

Thank you. [another bow]
25 February 2011 @ 06:20 pm
introjection; video streamed from NERV HQ  
[shinji is no where on screen, but in the mass of blinking lights, shouting, and unearthly roars, his voice rings clear over the intercom.] I--I am the pilot of Evangelion Unit-01!  Me, Shinji Ikari!  ...I can't run away anymore and I won't run away from this.  So let me pilot again, Father.  I don't care if I resigned.  Let me pilot!

[his father sounds as impassive as ever when he says,] ...as you wish.

[there is chaos for what seems to be an eternity.  not three feet from the camera, this towers over the control room, readying itself to destroy the platform in one clean strike.  that is when the eva--shinji's eva--crashes through the wall to its right and knocks it clear through the other wall.  seconds later, shinji shouts over his internal microphone to raise the sixth elevator and a woman's (one may recognize it as misato's) voice cuts through the roar of falling debris:] We have to get out of here!  Everybody out!

[blackness.  confusion.  frantic breathing.  the computer is placed on the grass once the young woman has reached safety.  although the viewer can't see her, it's obvious that's she's nervous and terrified.] Shinji-kun only has about a minute left until--

[the minute passes quickly.  he and eva, so close to defeating the angel, stop in mid-punch. the Angel throws Eva-01 to the ground and using its razor-thin yet strong arms, rips straight through the breast armor. no back-up can come. there is no way to hook power to eva now.

time has run out.

cut for video / extremely squick-ish stuff )

IC Edit, two hours after video )

((OOC: DO NOT watch the video if you are very easily squicked. You've been warned. No replies will be made because of canon reasons which will be tacked onto this post with an edit in about two hours.))