Here's the deal kids, Since Rufus dumped me I've been drinking myself silly and eating massive amounts of Ben & Jerry's Ice-cream I'm bored. annoyed and have nothing better to do. I'm open to ANY kind of work you idiots may be able to offer me. I'm a witch right? Imagine how useful I'd be ifyou wanted something or someone destroyed?

How about it? I don't ask for payment, Nor do I crave it I just want to do something that will take my mind off things.

**Locked to Rufus**

- I'm sorry.

That's it. I have had enough of this shit. You've had your fun, now it's time to come the fuck home.

If you don't come home by tomorrow, I swear I will drag your ass back here kicking and screaming.

I figured I'd post today because Steiner is not here to spend my break-time eating with me. I don't feel very much hungry.

Since I've been here, I've been questioning myself. Because I'm a General of an army, do I not look .. feminine enough? My Lady is very beautiful and looked so elegant in her coronoation gown. I wonder what I would look like in a dress...

Anyhow, is my military ranking what keeps me from men courting me as they do to all the other ladies of court? Maybe I should try on a dress for that Alexandrian Ball coming up.

I accidentally made a little explosion in my chemistry class today. It was really loud, but I was fine once my ears stopped ringing! It ended up making this little squishy thing. It moves and wriggles and makes this cute little squeaking nose! I dunno if it's a girl or a boy, so I named it Fred! That can be used for a girl OR a boy! I know because I saw it on TV. But anyways, Fred is so cute! I'll take a picture and share it with all of you really soon!

I still haven't beaten Future Fantasy 7. Davleeroth's mom Jenrova is really tough!