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I would like to apologize for my lack of introduction in my last post. You see, I was confused when first arriving here, and the thought that Chihaya still may have been in danger from Ashiya-hakase took priority over properly introducing myself.
I still haven't heard anything about either of them. While I consider this a good thing in my creator's case, it would be nice to locate Chihaya and Kagetsuya.
That aside, my name is Messiah. I was created by Ashiya-hakase using biohumanoid DNA, as well as the DNA of a dark angel – Chihaya.
I was created to destroy the Earthians. But Chihaya...changed that. Because of him...despite my programming, I was able to be someone different. Even after Ashiya-hakase completely erased my personality (he said Chihaya had confused me) and re-uploaded it, my memories of Chihaya were too strong to be completely forgotten. But it wasn't immediate, and he made me do things that I regret now.
I couldn't forgive him for everything he had done - for hurting Chihaya, for hurting the Earth that Chihaya loves, and most of all...for making me hurt Chihaya. So I used the laser beam from the attack satellite he had me activate and killed him. He had originally directed me to use it to kill Chihaya and Kagetsuya, so it was only fitting.
The part I still don't understand is that I walked into that beam, into death as well. I'm still not sure what's happened, but...I'm here now.
I haven't tried accessing the nuclear weapons system yet, or any weapons systems, because there would be no point even if I could still activate it. I have no desire to cause any more of the destruction Ashiya-hakase wanted from me.
I want to be like the Earthians Chihaya loves. I want to help the Earthians Chihaya loves.
With that, consider me to be at your aid, Earthians.
Perhaps I will find Chihaya through one of you.
I still haven't heard anything about either of them. While I consider this a good thing in my creator's case, it would be nice to locate Chihaya and Kagetsuya.
That aside, my name is Messiah. I was created by Ashiya-hakase using biohumanoid DNA, as well as the DNA of a dark angel – Chihaya.
I was created to destroy the Earthians. But Chihaya...changed that. Because of him...despite my programming, I was able to be someone different. Even after Ashiya-hakase completely erased my personality (he said Chihaya had confused me) and re-uploaded it, my memories of Chihaya were too strong to be completely forgotten. But it wasn't immediate, and he made me do things that I regret now.
I couldn't forgive him for everything he had done - for hurting Chihaya, for hurting the Earth that Chihaya loves, and most of all...for making me hurt Chihaya. So I used the laser beam from the attack satellite he had me activate and killed him. He had originally directed me to use it to kill Chihaya and Kagetsuya, so it was only fitting.
The part I still don't understand is that I walked into that beam, into death as well. I'm still not sure what's happened, but...I'm here now.
I haven't tried accessing the nuclear weapons system yet, or any weapons systems, because there would be no point even if I could still activate it. I have no desire to cause any more of the destruction Ashiya-hakase wanted from me.
I want to be like the Earthians Chihaya loves. I want to help the Earthians Chihaya loves.
With that, consider me to be at your aid, Earthians.
Perhaps I will find Chihaya through one of you.