He meant more to me than I even knew - do not simply presume to know my feelings when you will not even reveal yourself. Oh, if only it could be that simple would not all the realms rejoice? But it isn't, and I would know.

[ this is a stupid conversation to have with someone anonly why is she even doing this. ]

Because he is a friend! Lovers are not the only ones that can lay claim to gestures of closeness.