battler could hardly contain himself from seeing her returning, from seeing that she was alive and that her memories were there. it was a slow process, he figured, but this was the best possible scenario. he noticed that she was being called something else by her peers, and it became clear to him that he had intruded on her reincarnated self. yes, it was all due to his influence, his talks with bernkastel- the wishes he made before to the community, it was because he simply couldn't live without yuri being around.
he knew he was being selfish, that this was just as bad as reviving beatrice like his grandfather had tried, but it was already done. if he had known that yuri was so set on staying dead, on letting herself go, he might have changed his mind about this. it was far too hard, however, now that he was in this world. she had saved him, he had his sister and his aunt, but he had to deal with the pain of them being gone each and every day. he had accepted they would never come back, that much was true, but he would also never be able to find someone else like yuri. he had lost beato as well, and he tried so desperately to save her. he had a feeling though, that if he had been allowed to become tohya, everything would have played out as predicted. he would be a miserable person, one that would constntly try and kill themselves just to forget about everything. in the end, he knew that he was selfish but he didn't care.
he just didn't care anymore. when he woke up and yuri wasn't there anymore, he couldn't contain himself. he remembered it, the way his heart ached and how the tears poured out of him so easily. he cried, he wept for his lover. he knew she would have to go but it was so sudden, he didn't even get a chance to say goodbye.
now.... at least she was here, she was back. he had a feeling this wasn't quite right, but he couldn't stand the thought of her staying away forever. he told ange to move on, and he was proud that she did, but yuri was irreplaceable. she was his everything. no, she is his everything.]
Yuri.... [he speaks up, feeling so distant initially. it's like a crazy dream to him, honestly, that she's not really there and he's imagining it. she is though, she's there and she's alive. he wanted her to come back, yes, but he didn't think it would be this way. bern said she could do it, the community granted his wish, but he figured she would simply return as is, not coming back like this. coming back and replacing someone that was there before. reincarnation... it worked in mysterious ways.]
....Hey, I missed you. [he felt so choked up, just like he was about to burst. he wanted to cry, he could feel it already- both from happiness and disbelief. he felt guilty as well, but that would have to come later.]
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battler could hardly contain himself from seeing her returning, from seeing that she was alive and that her memories were there. it was a slow process, he figured, but this was the best possible scenario. he noticed that she was being called something else by her peers, and it became clear to him that he had intruded on her reincarnated self. yes, it was all due to his influence, his talks with bernkastel- the wishes he made before to the community, it was because he simply couldn't live without yuri being around.
he knew he was being selfish, that this was just as bad as reviving beatrice like his grandfather had tried, but it was already done. if he had known that yuri was so set on staying dead, on letting herself go, he might have changed his mind about this. it was far too hard, however, now that he was in this world. she had saved him, he had his sister and his aunt, but he had to deal with the pain of them being gone each and every day. he had accepted they would never come back, that much was true, but he would also never be able to find someone else like yuri. he had lost beato as well, and he tried so desperately to save her. he had a feeling though, that if he had been allowed to become tohya, everything would have played out as predicted. he would be a miserable person, one that would constntly try and kill themselves just to forget about everything. in the end, he knew that he was selfish but he didn't care.
he just didn't care anymore. when he woke up and yuri wasn't there anymore, he couldn't contain himself. he remembered it, the way his heart ached and how the tears poured out of him so easily. he cried, he wept for his lover. he knew she would have to go but it was so sudden, he didn't even get a chance to say goodbye.
now.... at least she was here, she was back. he had a feeling this wasn't quite right, but he couldn't stand the thought of her staying away forever. he told ange to move on, and he was proud that she did, but yuri was irreplaceable. she was his everything. no, she is his everything.]
Yuri.... [he speaks up, feeling so distant initially. it's like a crazy dream to him, honestly, that she's not really there and he's imagining it. she is though, she's there and she's alive. he wanted her to come back, yes, but he didn't think it would be this way. bern said she could do it, the community granted his wish, but he figured she would simply return as is, not coming back like this. coming back and replacing someone that was there before. reincarnation... it worked in mysterious ways.]
....Hey, I missed you. [he felt so choked up, just like he was about to burst. he wanted to cry, he could feel it already- both from happiness and disbelief. he felt guilty as well, but that would have to come later.]