http://intuitivelyapt.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] intuitivelyapt.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] dramadramaduck2011-06-15 09:10 am
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I still miss Jim. If I had known what was going to happen, I would have done everything differently. Battles I wouldn't have picked, efforts I would have made to work towards redemption … But that's what they always say, isn't it? Always mulling over things that can't be salvaged. Pathetic.
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[identity profile] intuitivelyapt.livejournal.com 2011-06-15 08:26 pm (UTC)(link)
It's the community.

And maybe, but most people haven't screwed up as much as I have.

[identity profile] intuitivelyapt.livejournal.com 2011-06-16 01:27 pm (UTC)(link)
Heh. If everyone thought that, I'd have a much easier time in a lot of ways.

[identity profile] intuitivelyapt.livejournal.com 2011-06-22 01:05 am (UTC)(link)
Everyone's a jerk. It's kind of human nature. You learn to deal with it, eventually.

[identity profile] intuitivelyapt.livejournal.com 2011-06-22 08:11 am (UTC)(link)
That makes you one in a million. But it doesn't make me less of a jerk.

[identity profile] intuitivelyapt.livejournal.com 2011-06-22 12:50 pm (UTC)(link)
Guess so. I could use more of you around.

[identity profile] hislostlover.livejournal.com 2011-06-15 03:26 pm (UTC)(link)
It isn't pathetic. Regret and longing are natural parts of life.

[identity profile] intuitivelyapt.livejournal.com 2011-06-15 08:27 pm (UTC)(link)
It's weak and pathetic to dwell on them.

[identity profile] hislostlover.livejournal.com 2011-06-16 12:33 am (UTC)(link)
Perhaps but, sometimes it can't be helped. You shouldn't be hard on yourself for it.

[identity profile] intuitivelyapt.livejournal.com 2011-06-16 01:29 pm (UTC)(link)
I can't not be. Every day is a reminder of my shortcomings.

[identity profile] hislostlover.livejournal.com 2011-06-20 01:29 am (UTC)(link)
Have you thought of letting it go? No man is perfect. So long as you strive to do right, you can learn from your missteps.

[identity profile] intuitivelyapt.livejournal.com 2011-06-20 12:00 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't know how to let things go. That's my problem, when you get down to the crux of it.

[identity profile] intuitivelyapt.livejournal.com 2011-06-15 10:11 pm (UTC)(link)
Maybe human's not good enough for me.

[identity profile] rudolphofvamps.livejournal.com 2011-06-15 10:48 pm (UTC)(link)
Maybe not but it's what you have to work with.

[identity profile] intuitivelyapt.livejournal.com 2011-06-16 01:30 pm (UTC)(link)
Do I even qualify as human?

[identity profile] rudolphofvamps.livejournal.com 2011-06-16 09:22 pm (UTC)(link)
Do any of us? We were once, and maybe what we did after doesn't change that.

[identity profile] intuitivelyapt.livejournal.com 2011-06-17 02:50 am (UTC)(link)
You think we're still essentially human. Our souls are.

[identity profile] rudolphofvamps.livejournal.com 2011-06-17 04:57 am (UTC)(link)
Dunno if it counts for anything, but there it is.

[identity profile] intuitivelyapt.livejournal.com 2011-06-19 01:38 am (UTC)(link)
Maybe it does. Maybe it doesn't. I don't know anymore. I've spent so long looking for answers, and I still don't know the first thing about the human soul.

[identity profile] rudolphofvamps.livejournal.com 2011-06-19 04:08 am (UTC)(link)
Probably not something anyone knows, mate.

[identity profile] rudolphofvamps.livejournal.com 2011-06-19 06:52 pm (UTC)(link)
What good does it do us to know?

[identity profile] intuitivelyapt.livejournal.com 2011-06-20 11:57 am (UTC)(link)
I don't know. I just want the answer. I want the answer to everything.

[identity profile] rudolphofvamps.livejournal.com 2011-06-21 01:52 am (UTC)(link)
Then I think you'll find it.
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