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dramadramaduck2011-11-18 01:54 pm
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[Battler is seen sitting at a desk, leaning back in the chair with his arms crossed. The only difference here is... he seems to have a cape this time around, and looks rather annoyed at the camera.]
.....I'm not in the mood to talk to anyone. This community is such a nuisance.
.....I'm not in the mood to talk to anyone. This community is such a nuisance.

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I'll stop acting like an 'asshole' when Beato comes back to me. Sadly- that won't happen. So looks like I'm going to be stuck like this for a while. Get used to it, Yuri.
She's gone, you know that? I tried to revive her with my magic but... it looks like her soul has been reset and now she's.... she's not the Beato I know anymore.
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At the end of the fifth game... I figured everything out, everything Beato had been trying to tell me from the start. I was proclaimed the gamemaster by Lambdadelta, the witch of certainty. And now I'm an Endless sorcerer.
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Doesn't that mean you lost since you admitted magic was real by becoming a sorcerer?
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It was never about that from the beginning. It was... something else entirely. I was just too foolish and angry that I couldn't see past what was really happening.
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So, from what you've said so far, I can pretty much figure out that you're somehow in love with Beatrice despite that she pretty much killed your family and used their deaths to torture you, including letting you get eaten alive by goats and things, because she wanted to tell you something and saying "Oh by the way" would've been too easy.
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.....You're misunderstanding yet again. She did it all to tell me something, yes, but she went about it like that because of my sin.
I'm the reason they all died, I'm the reason this even happened in the first place. Don't you get it? All this is my fault, and now I'm paying the price.
[Wow okay, not even his fault... not really- but he's taking it that way.]
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I left her all alone for six years! And now when I came back, I forgot all about her! Dammit...! It's all because I was too stupid and foolish to figure this all out-!
Can't you understand this Yuri?! I'm in love with her but she can't even remember me! She had to put up with that the entire time we were fighting!
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If you left her alone for six years and didn't even think about her, then you never loved her and you're just doing this out of guilt because she didn't get over you when you didn't come back. If she couldn't manage on her own after six years, then that's her fault. It's not a reason for your family to get killed or for you to suffer because some girl you obviously didn't care about couldn't walk on her own two feet.
Bonus: It still doesn't explain why she couldn't walk up to you and go "Hey, Battler, do you remember me? Okay, no? Let's start again, then."
[actionspam get!]
And now, he gets up from his chair and places one hand in his pocket, glaring at her.]
I haven't spoken to you in over three games, and you're still willing to go so far? [HM...moving on.]
It's not that simple... I really did like her, but I was so wrapped up in my own goddamn world, so concerned about my dad remarrying after my... after Asumu died. [can't even call her mom no mo] Maybe if I had returned a year earlier, this tragedy could have been avoided. That's why it's my fault, I could have prevented it.
She couldn't... there are rules of this gameboard. I had to remember on my own.
[ lol HURRAH ACTION SPAM ]
Wasn't three games for me and you're still the same idiot as before, the only difference is that you've got a bug up your ass now.
Battler, just because you could've done things differently to prevent something you didn't know about doesn't make it your fault. You can only try to get better, you can't change the past. Turning into a jerk and pushing away the things you have left instead of trying to move forward and solve the problem doesn't help at all.
[ Yuri seemed like she was staying pretty calm, despite being suddenly teleported in the middle of arguing with Battler by a bunch of butterflies. ]
So she couldn't tell you instead of making everything into a giant game? They have phones, she could've called you during those 6 years unless she was in a 3rd world country or something. She still should've just gotten over you, too.
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It is my fault. I'm stubborn about this, I'm not about to back down. My sin prevented me from returning and stopping this from even happening. If I wasn't such a fool and ran off as soon as things got tough with my dad, none of this would have happened.
No... there are no such things on the gameboard. We have phones, but this place is cut off from the outside world, remember? A long time ago you visited me, and I threw that umbrella and it disintegrated.
[Okay.. time to say what he wanted to say initially.]
And I know you've been jealous of me. The fact that I have been fighting to get my family back. Don't worry about that anymore... after I realized everything about this game, I also figured out that they've been long dead since the first game. I've... literally just been playing with pieces.
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You think I'm happy your family is dead?!
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....Like I said before, why else would you care? You enjoyed being cruel to me, you acted much more angry towards me than other people. That jealousy... thinking back on it, it was around nearly every time we talked.
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...Why... [Sorry Yuri, looks like his knees gave out and he just slumped to the floor. He clenched his fist and punched the ground, clearly pissed at this whole thing.]
Why did all of this happen...?! I forgot about the person I cared about, given false hope at reviving my family, been toyed around countless times...and just when I thought I'd be able to bring Beato back.. that was taken away from me too.
This is such goddamn bullshit! Lucky?! I've never been lucky! [bubu.... here he goes, crying again.]
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It is bullshit. So stop the crazy asshole act and start doing something to make it better. Whether I think Beatrice is an insane bitch or not, if you love her you've at least got a chance to make it up with her. If you just stand around telling everyone how much they annoy you because you're mad at yourself, you're just going to lose even more.
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And now I'm supposed to go and start up the next game with those... those witches. I'm too torn up about this to go out there but... I have to. I have to continue the game.
[Brings his arm up to his face, wiping his eyes with his sleeve. He leaves his arm there though, he's not done crying.]
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[ She reaches out and puts a hand on his shoulder. ]
Don't cause yourself more pain, you're in enough already. You don't have to do it on purpose. It's not like it'll make anyone else happier because of it, so it's pretty useless, huh?
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Ah... and when she touched his shoulder and told him those words he... he looked at her, and then scooted closer to her, wrapping his arms around her, pulling her in for a hug. Battler's just gonna sob on her shoulder now. Okok. Since he knows lots about things being useless.]
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After a few more moments, Battler's crying subsided. He still Had his head on her shoulder though, but at least he wasn't sobbing as much as before.]
....I'm sorry. For being such a jerk back there.
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