Ah yes, you "could have protected her if you'd only tried harder," correct? But there's absolutely no reason to think you're to blame. I'm certain it wasn't your fault at all.
Partially. I sent her in to a dangerous situation, [ Allowed her to go, sent her... semantics ] with consequences greater than could have been anticipated.
I used to believe that had I not sent her then she would still have been alive. It took me a little while before I realised that other party's wills may have forced that turn regardless.
I'm glad you came to that realization. Some never make it that far, forever blaming the incident upon themselves. If you don't mind me asking, how long ago did this occur?
[Mentally compares that to her own child... Nope, Ashley's been gone for a few years more than Christina. Dammit Helen, you win. Because apparently this was a competition.] Even a century isn't long enough to ease the pain.
[ Science is totally a competitive sport? ] It isn't, but it can alter perspectives, one that in this case was necessary. [ Remember that whole ending the world thing? ]
[ locked ] it's because they're BAMFs. just saying.
[It totally is. By the way, my Tesla coil is bigger than yours.] It causes you to reconsider everything you thought about life and the world. I'm glad you survived the experience. [You intrigue her, Helen Magnus.]
[Just as planned. ;)] It takes a woman with great strength to go through what you have and make it through the hard times without giving up on everything.
[ locked ] you're forgiven for an awesome Helena :3
I'll trust you on that. [ Her biggest temptation was during her solitude. Ignoring her responsibilities, not returning and aiming for something normal? Seriously tempting ]
[ locked ] try sidereel? that's where I watched them
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Aaaand is going to find out what exactly was posted ]
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She doesn't quite know what to say to that, but her expression is very telling ]
She was my daughter.
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It has been many years since she died. [ But it's never enough, even if she knew it would one day occur ]
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I'm sorry for your loss. She looked like a wonderful girl.
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I used to blame myself for it.
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I used to believe that had I not sent her then she would still have been alive. It took me a little while before I realised that other party's wills may have forced that turn regardless.
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[ locked ] all their conversations
[ locked ] they're just that awesometastic.
Because apparently this was a competition.] Even a century isn't long enough to ease the pain.[ locked ] that is true
Science is totally a competitive sport?] It isn't, but it can alter perspectives, one that in this case was necessary. [ Remember that whole ending the world thing? ][ locked ] it's because they're BAMFs. just saying.
It totally is. By the way, my Tesla coil is bigger than yours.] It causes you to reconsider everything you thought about life and the world. I'm glad you survived the experience. [You intrigue her, Helen Magnus.][ locked ] can't argue there. you forgot epic, though. epic bamfs
... mun guttered] Perhaps not everything, [ Her work would be screwed if so ] but yes. And as am I. [ She does have that about her ][ locked ] I can't believe I forgot that. I'm so ashamed of myself now.
Just as planned. ;)] It takes a woman with great strength to go through what you have and make it through the hard times without giving up on everything.[ locked ] you're forgiven for an awesome Helena :3
Someone has the real thing? :P] It's been tempting on occasion, I have to admit.[ locked ] aww thanks <3
[ locked ] <3 I need to get my hands on season three now
[ locked ] try sidereel? that's where I watched them