I think...I can understand where you're coming from. I imagine it would be hard for Issei if he knew you were still conflicted...still not entirely happy.

It's not easy especially when you had a very focused goal as a servant...I think that's how we're different...when I died I didn't have any regrets. I'd have no problem leaving Kotomine...

...There's nothing wrong with you...but it is hard getting everything you want in life...I would have wished the circumstances would have been different for you.