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[angsting-angel.livejournal.com]

Derris-Kharlan is silent, not even Mithos lives any longer to offer conversation. I feel as though this isolation could cause me to lose my mind in much the same way he did...Perhaps a community on this Internet device might provide distraction enough to keep me sane.

...Looking at some of these websites, I might have chosen the wrong venue for sanity.

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[eternaldunce.livejournal.com]

... Dad?

[angsting-angel.livejournal.com]

...Lloyd.

Are you...well?

[eternaldunce.livejournal.com]

How are you... I didn't think you'd show up here.

I'm... okay. How are you, um, doing up there?

[angsting-angel.livejournal.com]

In all honesty, I didn't expect to find myself in such a place either. Apparently I underestimated my reliance on other people. I never used to be one for socialising, but being alone can make you rearrange your thoughts somewhat.

You don't sound very confident. Is there a problem?

[eternaldunce.livejournal.com]

I'm glad you changed your mind.

No, no problem. I'm just... surprised. I didn't think I'd talk to you again...

[angsting-angel.livejournal.com]

...I'm not returning to Sylvarant, Lloyd. My reappearance would be seen as a re-emergence of Cruxis, it would shatter the peace you created. I left for a reason, and my personal feelings must take second place.

It's good to hear from you, nevertheless.

[eternaldunce.livejournal.com]

... I know you can't come back, I just... We were going to let Mithos live on our world, why can't you?

[ultimatewhizkid.livejournal.com]

Kratos? B-but how? I thought you left!

[angsting-angel.livejournal.com]

I did. I had to. The new world that is being forged would not stand for an angel of Cruxis remaining; where could I have gone that would not have been reviled for harbouring the old enemy?

[ultimatewhizkid.livejournal.com]

Uh, that's not what I meant. I mean, how did you get a computer on Derris-Kharlan?

[angsting-angel.livejournal.com]

I...am not entirely sure. This machine was in what was previously Mithos' quarters, one would assume it was his.

[ultimatewhizkid.livejournal.com]

Mithos? Oh...

Maybe these computers originally came from Derris-Kharlan? Raine sure went crazy when we found our computer. At least you can talk to Lloyd, right?

[angsting-angel.livejournal.com]

...

It is a possiblity. Cruxis angels are good at mechanical work.

[chosen-wings.livejournal.com]

...Kratos?

Is that really you?

[angsting-angel.livejournal.com]

Colette. I should have expected you to be here if Lloyd and Genis were.

Is the new world flourishing?

[chosen-wings.livejournal.com]

I'm glad to hear from you...I was worried about you...

The new world is beautiful. We won't have been able to do it without you Kratos.

[angsting-angel.livejournal.com]

...I did nothing but cause the problem in the first place.

[chosen-wings.livejournal.com]

But you helped us fix the problem. It was corrected, so don't feel sad about it anymore Kratos.

[angsting-angel.livejournal.com]

I appreciate the thought, but...the past is too important to simply bury like that.

The new world is on its way to correction, and an angel of the organisation that created the need in the first place would be...unwelcome, to say the least.

[seekingtofind.livejournal.com]

Hello. My name is Syaoran. What's your name?

...Are you all alone?

[angsting-angel.livejournal.com]

...I am Kratos.

You could say that. It was my own choice, however, so I cannot complain.

[seekingtofind.livejournal.com]

Nice to meet you Kratos-san.

Why are you alone?

[angsting-angel.livejournal.com]

Because I had to leave my world.

[seekingtofind.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry to hear that. Is there any way you come go back?

[angsting-angel.livejournal.com]

Even if there were, I wouldn't take it. The world is better off if I stay away.