[It isn't often that Eridan does a video post, and it isn't clear at first if this one is on purpose at all. Eridan is standing in a room in the Veil, dark in the corners and full of nondescript lab equipment, with stone walls and a stone floor, a few stools here and there, and some large treasure trunks. He stands very still for a few moments, breathing very heavily and clenching and unclenching ring-adorned fists. He's dressed in his usual garb - a long-sleeved black t-shirt with his aquarius symbol in violet, striped pants, striped scarf, and long, flowing purple cape.
His face is twisted into an expression somewhere between raw rage and complete crushing depression, there are angry tears in his eyes, and he does a full-body twitch before speaking in a rough voice with a wavy accent.]
It's upright fuckin'...completely stupid...not fair. It isn't fuckin' fair. I hate this! I fuckin' hate all of it!
Fuck SGRUB! Fuck it. I was fuckin' on top of the wworld if I could just find someone to fill a mothergrubfuckin' quadrant wwith evven to trick the drones I'd have been so fuckin MADE! Violet-blood fuckin' sea-dwweller on top of the fuckin' hemospectrum, already independently fuckin' wwealthy as all fin-bleedin' bad afterlife and friends with Her Future Fuckin' Condescension!
Wwhat the FUCK DID I DO TO DESERVVE THIS, HUH???!!!
[He twitches again, then lashes out and grabs one of the stools, lifting it and slamming it against one of the computer consoles with a strength surprising for his lanky frame, breaking it into pieces and then throwing them hard across the room. He makes a sort of indiscriminate anger-hurt wail, and kicks one of the trunks. It obviously hurts, and he yelps, but then grabs at it and lifts it in a fit of endorphin-fueled rage and throws that against the console too.]
Take your stupid fuckin' Vveil and your stupid fuckin' game and your stupid fuckin' empty gogdamn promises of a new fuckin' wworld wwhere wwe'd be gods! I am so bloody sick a fuckin' promises NO ONE KEEPS! And everyone fuckin' leaves, and nothin' is ever fuckin' FAIR!!!
DAMMIT!
[He kicks at some of the debris on the floor again.]
I wwant...m-my fuckin'...future...back...
[And with that, the rage leaves him, and he crosses over to one of the corners, squatting on his own feet, arms around his knees, hiding in the shadow so only the glint off his glasses and rings is really visible.]
Glub.