http://quicksavensmoke.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] quicksavensmoke.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] dramadramaduck2010-08-10 10:40 pm
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[accidental & failed private post to community in emotional keysmashing rush]

Dead... Dead
He's.. gone? He's fucking--

I can't even. What...

Bad dream. Bad bad bad bad fucking dream. Fuck it. Fuck ALL of this!
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[identity profile] quicksavensmoke.livejournal.com 2010-08-12 12:53 am (UTC)(link)
It's not your fault, Winry.
Fuck, we didn't even see it coming.

[identity profile] hands4healing.livejournal.com 2010-08-12 01:25 am (UTC)(link)
It doesn't mean I can't feel bad. I wish I could do more.

[identity profile] quicksavensmoke.livejournal.com 2010-08-12 01:27 am (UTC)(link)
Hey, I'm sorry for being so down - I didn't really think I'd lax on the security. Maybe subconsciously I wanted to reach out.

What I mean to say is, I don't mean to make you any more sad than you have to be right now, Winry.

[identity profile] hands4healing.livejournal.com 2010-08-12 01:29 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, you're not, Matt!

It's okay to talk to people - to need people - at times like this. Don't worry about me.

[identity profile] quicksavensmoke.livejournal.com 2010-08-12 01:57 am (UTC)(link)
Just be okay, alright? Not sure how well you knew him. But take care - please.

[identity profile] hands4healing.livejournal.com 2010-08-12 02:10 am (UTC)(link)
Um...mostly I knew him through Ed and Al. But he was always kind to me.

I'll do my best. But you need to do the same.

[identity profile] quicksavensmoke.livejournal.com 2010-08-12 04:42 am (UTC)(link)
hah.. I'm always safe. Don't worry.

[identity profile] hands4healing.livejournal.com 2010-08-12 01:45 pm (UTC)(link)
Worrying is all I can do, Matt.

[identity profile] quicksavensmoke.livejournal.com 2010-08-12 06:50 pm (UTC)(link)
I think it's acceptable here, maybe? Considering.

Be okay, Winry.

[identity profile] quicksavensmoke.livejournal.com 2010-08-12 08:09 pm (UTC)(link)
I'll do my best. Let's hope dying isn't in my cards.

[identity profile] hands4healing.livejournal.com 2010-08-12 08:16 pm (UTC)(link)
I...suppose it's in everyone's cards, eventually. Let's hope that it isn't for a long time, instead?

[identity profile] quicksavensmoke.livejournal.com 2010-08-12 08:29 pm (UTC)(link)
Hah. Yeah, thats what I meant..

[identity profile] hands4healing.livejournal.com 2010-08-12 08:30 pm (UTC)(link)
Okay!
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