[accidental & failed private post to community in emotional keysmashing rush]

[quicksavensmoke.livejournal.com]

Dead... Dead
He's.. gone? He's fucking--

I can't even. What...

Bad dream. Bad bad bad bad fucking dream. Fuck it. Fuck ALL of this!

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[quicksavensmoke.livejournal.com]

...fuck. Need to pay more attention - dammit.

Calm down...? This place took him away.

[material_guy]

Dead?

[quicksavensmoke.livejournal.com]

Y-yeah I don't- fuck. I wasn't thinking. I can't make locks when upset, apparently.

[material_guy]

...So that wasn't just some video he made as a just in case, that the community thought would be fun to leak out at random while he's gone missing, huh?

[anon forever]

[greenwithme.livejournal.com]

Someone close to you has passed away?

1/2

[quicksavensmoke.livejournal.com]

Fuck it. I don't want to talk about it.

2/♥

[quicksavensmoke.livejournal.com]

Recently. It's a bit of a shock. No, that's putting it lightly.

[greenwithme.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry to hear that. I've lost some good friends in the past, too. Family. I miss my older sister a lot...

[He's totally fishing for clues, since he can't see that video... But he really does miss Lust...]

[cyberelric.livejournal.com]

Matt, come to Naoto's please. We're worried about you. We want to help you too.

[quicksavensmoke.livejournal.com]

I'm alright- I just need to sleep, I think.

Don't worry about it, alright? I'm going to go out for some cigarettes, and sleeping pills. See? I'm leaving the building.

[cyberelric.livejournal.com]

I can't force you to come to us just...just know that if you need us, we're here okay?

[clockmaster.livejournal.com]

Matt...do you need some company?

[quicksavensmoke.livejournal.com]

No, no I'm fine- yeah.

I'm just going to stay here a while before trying to move on. Just a little while longer. I'll be fine.

[clockmaster.livejournal.com]

You can't be fine. I'm not and he wasn't my best friend.

I want to be sure you eat and sleep at least a bit.

[chaos-godess.livejournal.com]

My, my, poor child.

[quicksavensmoke.livejournal.com]

Ah-

...Sorry?

[chaos-godess.livejournal.com]

Sorry for you lost, dear heart.

[hands4healing.livejournal.com]

I'm so sorry, Matt.

[quicksavensmoke.livejournal.com]

It's not your fault, Winry.
Fuck, we didn't even see it coming.

[promissum.livejournal.com]

...

He's really gone?

[quicksavensmoke.livejournal.com]

Miharu-

... It.. it looks that way.

MORE LATENESS

[attorneyatlol]

...I'm sorry.

LATENESS DOESN'T EXIST <3

[quicksavensmoke.livejournal.com]

It's not your fault. I really appreciate the sentiments though. Really.