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So fucking confused...

Right, what in the fuck is going on round here? 'Cause I have no idea. One minute me and Kadaj are meant to be going to take chunks out of high and mighty mister Shinra, the next, there's all kinds of stuff flying about how they're gay together! Is this just some lover's tiff that I've landed myself in? And if so, I'm sorry Kadaj, but I'm not helping out. You guys just need to work a bit harder on your relationship. JEEZ.

And also, wtf is with you "taking Youji's ears"? REMOVAL OF EARS IS NOT FUNNY! How the hell is he gonna hear?? Catboy or not, ears are ears, and are fairly VITAL bits of equipment.

So please Kadaj, I wanna help you, because you seem like a nice guy. But you need to sort yourself out, yeah?

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Don't apologise. You've got every right to talk about what happened and share your story. Sounds like things are pretty shitty for you, too, and you're looking for the ones you love but there's no sign of them anywhere... no wonder we're so similar.

You see, this why I like you Kadaj, you can care about the important stuff, and be serious when you need to be, but the rest of the time, you laugh it off. Which is the right thing to do, of course. ^^

XD And yeah, we are pretty similar, except I'm a cat demon and you're a...um...what are you? It's just occurred to me I don't actually know. ^^ Are you some kind of demon too?

Yeah, I know. It's difficult.

Not exactly... I've been called an Akuma, but I think that's more of a general term of hatred than anything else. It's kind of hard to explain, but I'll try.

Kaa-san - my mother - fell from the sky two thousand years ago, and tried to make the planet her home, then she fell dormant. Then, within the past few decades, ShinRa Company got a hold of her and started playing around with her genes, which is where this cool guy called Sephiroth came from - but Sephiroth got defeated a year or so back, and everyone thought he was dead...

...but he wasn't, because he made sure me and my brothers existed, and I was a conduit for Sephiroth last year. So I guess I'm some kind of avatar or something. We needed Kaa-san to bring Sephiroth back... I never got the chance to meet her.

Heh, the King's sometimes called Akuma no Ororon.

She fell from the sky? ...sounds more like an angel to me, but I'll gloss over that one. Besides, Chiaki's dad was an angel, but she never did me any harm.

It kind of makes sense. I think I get it. But you being a "conduit"? Wouldn't that mean that this Sephiroth guy would like...replace you? What would happen to you?

I told Lloyd she was an angel, but he didn't believe me.

I've only channelled Sephiroth once... it was strange. It's like he became me - he took up the space where my body was, and he had his own clothes and his own sword, but I could still sense what he was doing and feel him using up my energy. The best I can describe it would be like watching a film through a pair of binoculars or something.

Lloyd? Kid's a dumbass, don't worry about him.

...that doesn't sound so great to me. Maybe I just don't get it, but aren't you happier being, well, you?

...I never said I was happy with it. I was always scared that Kaa-san preferred Sephiroth to me and... she did.

...oh. Um, I'm sorry man.

Ehh, you didn't know. I'm here now and I'm me... at least, I think I'm just me now... so it's okay.

Okay. I'm sure you'll be alright in the end.

Speaking of needing cheering up, how goes it with asking Demyx?

It looks pretty good, he said yes. I didn't mention about hunting Rufus though.

Cool! Man, I'm so excited. I even managed to find an axe!

Awesome! We're gonna have so much fun! All we need to do now is grab Demyx when he isn't world-hopping.

*has bizarre mental image of going after Demyx with a butterfly net*

You want me to bring anything? Besides the axe of course. I've got some alcohol around, shall I bring that?

Sure, that would be cool! I haven't done much drinking before...

Me neither. I've only done it once or twice, but I know it's infinitely more fun with company.

Yeah, I think so. Oh, I want to celebrate me and Yunalesca. Demyx said I should have a drink to celebrate.

Sure, we can celebrate. It's better if there's a point to the drinking. ^^

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