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[suze-querida.livejournal.com]

[The daydream opens to the living room of a small New York apartment. An eight-year-old Suze is sitting contently on the couch, eating a bowl of fruit loops and watching cartoons. A pleasant man enters the room and gives her a kiss on the top of her head.

Morning, sweetheart.

Morning, Dad.

Want to go for a walk with me?

I'm watching cartoons, Dad.

Alright, alright.

The man turns to leave, while Suze's eyes are still glued to the television. Suddenly she blinks and looks up. She puts down her cereal and bounds off the couch.

Wait for me! I changed my mind!

She grabs her father's hand. He smiles down at her and laughs as they exit the apartment.]

Comments

[curajas.livejournal.com]

That's a nice one.

[suze-querida.livejournal.com]

What...?

Oh great. Another virus.

[curajas.livejournal.com]

Oh--um, I can forget I saw this!

[suze-querida.livejournal.com]

No, it's fine. Not like it was your fault it showed up here.

[curajas.livejournal.com]

Oh, okay. I'm just making sure, you know?

[suze-querida.livejournal.com]

Don't worry about it.

I just wish it were true.

[curajas.livejournal.com]

That's the thing about daydreams, isn't it?

[suze-querida.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I guess it is. I haven't had one like that in a long time.

[shadow_spread]

He seems nice.

[suze-querida.livejournal.com]

He was.

Is.

...It's kind of complicated.

[shadow_spread]

I see.


I'm sorry for your loss.

[suze-querida.livejournal.com]

It's alright. Given my talent, he still shows up to lecture me every once in a while.

But...thanks

[shadow_spread]

It's good to know he's looking out for you.

[suze-querida.livejournal.com]

Mm.

I have a feeling he'll have a lot more to lecture about soon.

[shadow_spread]

Oh?

[suze-querida.livejournal.com]

...Yeah.

More complicated things. [aka: she is so not ready to talk about kissing a dead guy yet.]

[shadow_spread]

That guy isn't back, is he?

[suze-querida.livejournal.com]

Oh no. Nothing like that.

[shadow_spread]

That's good to hear.

[suze-querida.livejournal.com]

Yeah. If he showed up again...well things would get even more complicated, probably.

[shadow_spread]

The less complication the better.

[suze-querida.livejournal.com]

Exactly. I'll be hoping Paul stays far, far away.

[shadow_spread]

So will I.

[Accidental video]

[quidditch-stag.livejournal.com]

[James watches it and smiles, not noticing he's been video'd. He really needs to pay more attention but the scene before him is so cute he can't help it.]

[Video]

[suze-querida.livejournal.com]

I can see you, you know.

[Video]

[quidditch-stag.livejournal.com]

[James blushed slightly.] I should really pay more attention to this place.

[He smiled.] Your Dad seems as nice as mine.

[Video]

[suze-querida.livejournal.com]

Yeah, he was. [She smiles softly. More honestly than she usually smiles.]

[Video]

[quidditch-stag.livejournal.com]

Oh sorry.

[Video]

[suze-querida.livejournal.com]

Hey, it's okay. It was a while ago anyway.

[Video]

[quidditch-stag.livejournal.com]

Still sorry. Losing people's never fun. 'Specially people you care about.

[Video]

[suze-querida.livejournal.com]

Yeah. I guess not.

[makewayforroze.livejournal.com]

That's very sweet.

[suze-querida.livejournal.com]

So I've been told.

[urbandev.livejournal.com]

Suze? Everything alright?

[suze-querida.livejournal.com]

Aside from the community posting videos of my thoughts; yeah fine.

[urbandev.livejournal.com]

I just thought, since it involved your father...

[suze-querida.livejournal.com]

I'm fine.

I just...have thoughts some time. No big deal.

[urbandev.livejournal.com]

Yes... that's what I've been saying, as well.

[suze-querida.livejournal.com]

Well, I generally mean it.

[urbandev.livejournal.com]

Good.

[suze-querida.livejournal.com]

Yeah.


...Thanks for asking, though.

[urbandev.livejournal.com]

Of course, Suze.