oo8 ☆ [accidental video] ☆ [backdated to sunday because I suck]

[negative-five.livejournal.com]

[The video, clearly unintentional, comes into focus to reveal a bathroom, Rachel-- dressed in nothing but a bedsheet, clumsily wrapped around herself-- slamming the door shut and locking it as harsh, raw sobs wrack her as she pounds tiny fists against the door before collapsing into a sobbing mess of a pile, digging the heels of her hands into her eyes.

From somewhere outside the small bathroom, one can hear a door slam rather loudly as Rachel's wails get more desperate.

She stays like that for a while before clumsily picking herself up, eyes bloodshot and puffy, staring at herself in the mirror in horror before she starts to rain assault down on the mirror, shattering viciously as small rivulets of blood trail down from the cuts on the sides of her hands before the video feed cuts off.]


[ooc: what you're witnessing is the very obvious fallout from the grabbag virus that I should have put up on Sunday and then... didn't. but I figured it needed to be up before glee tonight, so. it takes place at Jesse's apartment, just fyi! replies will come 2-3 hours later. IT'S A MIRACLE THAT SHEET IS STAYING UP, HUH.]

Comments

[notasinglelady]

[He's coming over :|]

[negative-five.livejournal.com]

[To Rachel's place?? She'll be there... in about two hours, so shall we fast-forward to then?]

[notasinglelady]

[Yup. Fast-forward works. He's been waiting and worrying.]

[ video ]

[deadlydoctor.livejournal.com]

I don't know much about human anatomy, but as a medic I don't recommend you to do that.

[ video ]

[negative-five.livejournal.com]

[Her hands are bandaged in the video, and she looks somewhat like death warmed over. Her eyes are still puffy and bloodshot, but mainly, she just looks like she doesn't have the same sort of... bounce in her that she normally carries with her.] Thanks for the tip. I'll, um. [She swallows hard.] I'll keep that in mind.

[ video ]

[deadlydoctor.livejournal.com]

[yeah he can tell she's not feeling so well, very different form the first time they talked.]

I live to help. What caused this ourtbust? You know, it's always more satisfying to kick the one responsible for your pain, not object.

[1/2] hours later

[whisperingsaint.livejournal.com]

[Watching this, seeing her fall apart rather than just hearing it, is a shock. He feels like he's been punched in the gut, in addition to the way he's felt like his heart was ripped out earlier. None of this is fair.]

[2/2]

[whisperingsaint.livejournal.com]

[He looks uncertain for a moment before he decides to break the silence he'd promised to keep.]

Don't do that again. Ever.

[negative-five.livejournal.com]

[She didn't expect him to respond after seeing that this got posted to the community, but it still chokes her up, stubbornly blinking away the new onslaught of tears.] I-I wasn't really... thinking straight.

[notasinglelady]

Jesse...you're okay? You are not hurting yourself too, right? [Yes, he worries.]

[dontcrysammy.livejournal.com]

[Admittedly Sam saw this coming because as happy as he was to hear they'd turned their love triangle into a threesome, which seemed to make Rachel happier than he'd ever seen her, it just didn't make sense to him and smelled fishy... He just didn't expect to see all that blood and his face pales with worry when the video cuts off at the point it does.]

Rachel?! Stop...

[negative-five.livejournal.com]

[Sob, now she feels bad for making him worry for two hours. At least when she comes on the feed again, her hands are bandaged, though she still looks... awful.]

It's... it's okay. Jesse, um. Broke the door down.

[action; after kurt has left]

[aburningspirit.livejournal.com]

[time spent before watching this post: enjoying not being a dog and having thumbs.

time spent after watching this post: shouting at his world hopping door to "take me wherever the kid is."

and so kamina is standing in front of a battered blue door that has appeared in rachel's room, asking,] Oi, you up for talking?

[action; after kurt has left]

[negative-five.livejournal.com]

[Damn. And Kurt has just left, too. Rachel feels so damn spent, but she nods before realizing that he wouldn't actually... see that from behind a door, so she gets up and opens it for him, her shoulders sagging slightly.]

Yeah, we can talk. [Her hands are bandaged, but she still looks like death on toast.]

[ locked. because buffy knows that something's up and it may not be public talky time. ]

[antibadstuff.livejournal.com]

Rachel, what the hell are you doing?

[ locked. she's onto something! :| ]

[negative-five.livejournal.com]

[Her reply comes two or so hours later. Rachel's hands are bandaged by now, but she doesn't look much better. If anything, she looks worse for wear.]

It's... okay. Jesse broke the door down and stopped me.

[video] 1/2

[pinball-baby.livejournal.com]

[ Finn had only witnessed the aftermath before, so to finally get home and see the whole thing had been recorded shocks him. You can see from his face that he doesn't know what to say ]

Holy--

[video] 2/2

[pinball-baby.livejournal.com]

Did you make a doctor's appointment yet?

[ locked] because you always kick stuff too

[notasinglelady]

Finn, you're okay over there too?

[potatochips]

Is your hand okay?

[negative-five.livejournal.com]

[She holds her bandaged hands up for him to see. But she does still look like death warmed over.] They're okay.

[namereturning.livejournal.com]

Rachel...!

[negative-five.livejournal.com]

[EVERYTHING IS NATSUME'S PROBLEM.

When Rachel comes onto the feed a few hours later, her hands are (thankfully) bandaged, though, if anything, she looks worse.] I'm sorry if I worried you.

[fuckingnarnia.livejournal.com]

...you okay? [Dumb question, he supposes, considering the video.]

[negative-five.livejournal.com]

... I'm... [Rachel grabs for more tissues, holding up her bandaged hands.] I'll be... okay.