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daretotry ([personal profile] daretotry) wrote in [community profile] dramadramaduck2012-01-23 11:24 pm
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What do you do if, your whole life you've believed this one thing and then one day... you find out it was all a lie? That person you've always been super proud of actually wasn't so great?

I don't know how I'm supposed to get over this.
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[personal profile] broadwaybound 2012-01-26 08:05 pm (UTC)(link)
I mean... I guess? I never cared so much about that. It was more the whole... you know, actually getting to have a mom thing that I wanted. I didn't care if she'd failed at going after her dreams... I just wanted her to be my mom. This... stupid unknown entity that I'd wanted to have for so long.

And finding out that she decided she didn't want that with me after meeting me really hurt.

But... it's okay now. I mean, Shelby was never really my mom, no matter how much I wanted that. Instead I ended up with two amazing dads. And it's kind of like that, right? Christopher was never really your dad. Instead you have an absolutely amazing mom. You're really lucky, Finn.
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[personal profile] broadwaybound 2012-01-26 09:00 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah. I know what you mean. I guess it probably doesn't help that Burt is so excited that he finally has a son that he can share stuff with like cars and football and all that.

Well... Christopher lost out, too. He could have stuck around and had you and Carole in his life, and instead he threw that away. He missed out on so much.

You're really great, Finn. You know that, right?