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Utena Tenjou ([personal profile] quicktoreward) wrote in [community profile] dramadramaduck2012-02-18 07:36 pm
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[Utena's voice is quieter than usual, more subdued, without it's brashness or tone of surety. She sighs deeply.]

What's the point of this? I don't get it at all. I don't want to be here--this isn't the right place at all.

[Her fingers are rapping against a table top or a desk.] ...I guess I should ask a question. What is something eternal? Does such a thing exist? There probably isn't. Everything ends. Everything fades away in the end.
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[personal profile] createswithink 2012-02-19 06:47 am (UTC)(link)
Don't be. Nothing's your fault.
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[personal profile] quicktoreward 2012-02-19 06:54 am (UTC)(link)
...I should just go find my aunt. It's supposed to be time for me to get ready.

[personal profile] createswithink 2012-02-19 06:56 am (UTC)(link)
That's it. A good distraction from all these thoughts might be a good thing.
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[personal profile] quicktoreward 2012-02-19 06:57 am (UTC)(link)
What do you think, then?

[personal profile] createswithink 2012-02-19 06:59 am (UTC)(link)
I think you shouldn't focus on if it's all going to end or not. That'd be pointless.
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[personal profile] quicktoreward 2012-02-19 07:01 am (UTC)(link)
You sound like my aunt.

[personal profile] createswithink 2012-02-19 07:02 am (UTC)(link)
Your aunt must be pretty smart.
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[personal profile] quicktoreward 2012-02-19 07:06 am (UTC)(link)
"Stop thinking so much and go play with your friends."

[She pauses.]

It's stupid but I can't stop thinking about it.

[personal profile] createswithink 2012-02-19 07:10 am (UTC)(link)
Not stupid. It just won't get you anywhere if you continue to think about it.
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[personal profile] quicktoreward 2012-02-19 07:17 am (UTC)(link)
I still don't get it. Why would I be still be here if they died?

[personal profile] createswithink 2012-02-19 05:08 pm (UTC)(link)
Deaths are attached to others like that, so not everyone dies at the same time. You're making this connection to them on your own.
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[personal profile] quicktoreward 2012-02-19 11:59 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't want to be alone.

[personal profile] createswithink 2012-02-20 01:29 am (UTC)(link)
You're not alone. You just said you have your aunt. And- I bet you have friends too, right?

Speaking of which, my name's Issun. There. Now you have another.

[personal profile] createswithink 2012-02-20 01:39 am (UTC)(link)
...You're not alone, Utena. And it's not wrong of you to live on.
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[personal profile] quicktoreward 2012-02-20 02:28 am (UTC)(link)
...I miss them so much.

[personal profile] createswithink 2012-02-20 02:45 am (UTC)(link)
I'm sure they'd like you to enjoy life for yourself and not for them, ya know.
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[personal profile] quicktoreward 2012-02-20 02:53 am (UTC)(link)
It's making me sick, living on like this.
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