(video.)

[godofabs]

(ignore how lavish his room is okay, it's rare that anyone can see inside the bedroom of thor, but really it's the fact that he's on his side on the bed and not really talking to anyone that's the real problem.

the outline of frigga can be seen. before she sits on his bed and causes him to roll over into her lap.)

All I feel is sorrow, yet I know not why. Everything will slip through my fingers, if I do not hold tight enough- (a pet on his head; they both know why he's so upset.) I did not hold on tight enough to Loki.

(mom is really worried about him, he's never been this depressed.)

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[glaived]

It was his choice, nothing you could have done or said would have changed his mind.

[ she's going to give you a hug once Frigga leaves. bust down that door and drag you out. ]

[godofabs]

I should have held on more, I should have caught him - do more. I let my brother die

[glaived]

No, Thor. He let go. [ and she hates that as much as he does. ] I refuse to let you shoulder the blame for his actions.

[godofabs]

He should not have felt as if he were in a shadow. He is my brother, my righthand in everything. I did not do as much as I should have.

[glaived]

That may be [ for the both of them ] but there is naught we can do now. Do not live in your misery, Thor. It does not suit you.

[godofabs]

(he just rolls over, unable to deal with his failure of letting his brother down.)

[glaived]

[ okay you know what sif knows the queen is in his room but it is time for Thor cheer up plan.

which may or may not involve kicking down his door. ]

[godofabs]

(elektra's paranoia makes him roll of the bed instantly, protecting frigga. when he sees it's sif, he's just like oh, time to go back to moping i guess.

i am a literary genius.)

[glaived]

[ no. denied. not allowed.

grabbing his arm and trying to drag him out of bed and way from his mother. ]

Nothing good will come of you laying around, Thor.

[godofabs]

And what will bring Loki back? Nothing! Nothing will bring him back and it is all my fault. I might as well have fallen myself into that abyss.

[glaived]

No! It was Loki's choice in the end, Thor, and he let go. Whatever we could have done differently does not matter now and dwelling upon it will only make you miserable.

[ and softer. ]

You are not the only one who misses him, or asks that question of themselves. But there is nothing to be done.

[godofabs]

He did not look into your eyes, he did not spout hatred or let go because he could not bear the thought of being your brother?

(usually, he would be more understanding about this, why is he getting so angry? why is he tearing up and so frustrated about this? this, this is not thor.)

[glaived]

[ It isn't, and Sif grabs his face between her hands to stare him down. ]

No. But it is not like you to be this way regardless.

[godofabs]

It matters not. (side eye, letting her grab him.)

[glaived]

It does matter, Thor. You are never the type to bemoan whatever you feel the Norns have dealt you.

[godofabs]

What do they know of this loss? It is like someone ripped me apart.

[glaived]

As all loss does. Think - do you not believe that Loki lives yet?

[godofabs]

No, I do not. At first, I thought if he lived that he would call out to us.