o25 [video]

[quicksavensmoke]

Well this is awkward. Back again...? it was nice while it lasted, i almost forgot the world outside my own home existed.

[it's a known smile; to those that know him, a familiarity, all unchanging for the most part. the camera is a little off-point more showing from the nose and down. He doesn't seem to care too much to do anything about it, and finishes off a cigarette.]

... Or am I dreamin'? I wouldn't be surprised. ... Where's the time gone? It's gotten cold and the world keeps turning turning and people are changing like the seasons. I hate it.

I can't say I've been doin' much. I made a resolution to smoke 'less' because I'm sure it's not great for the cat, but you can say I've failed - if it's possible, I think it's only made me smoke more and that's a problem.. well only because I have to leave the house to get more.

My birthday is soon. Who's trying to change themselves this year?

[he seems a bit distracted. sort of fidgeting in place - a show of restlessness and unease if you knew he didn't normally make much effort to do anything but lay there and smirk stupidly at his audience.]

Talk.

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[omniferous]

I'm talking.

Re: video;

[quicksavensmoke]

[omg he's missed you so much little lamb hello hello!]

hey it's the little brother! can't say i haven't thought about ya! well, how's it goin?

[omniferous]

Lame. Everything here has been boring. I got a cool scar, though.

[ he holds up his right hand, and the palm has a nasty scar spread across it that looks like it only healed very recently. ]

How's Matt?

[quicksavensmoke]

Woah, hey.. what happened to your hand? Besides 'got hurt'.

Matt's alright. I guess I'm in a bit of a patch - it's hard to leave this fucking apartment, even at night. But I never said that ok?

[omniferous]

Bad accident with a f— [ the word dies on his tongue and there is an instant of blank shock on his face; a moment later, it morphs into a more downcast expression. ] ... a guy I know.

Okay. But how come it's hard to leave?

[mitsukuni]

You should only change into your true self!

[quicksavensmoke]

you shouldn't have to change into your true self, when you think about it - right?

[mitsukuni]

True. But some people want you to be somebody else.

[quicksavensmoke]

And who gives a crap what they think?
Do you?

[not_that_lockon]

Well, look who it is. You sure you're not turning into a hermit?

[quicksavensmoke]

You missed me, right?
I would say i'm sure-- but i think I've been one for a while... I can admit it! but with good reason, it's crappy out there!

[not_that_lockon]

Naturally.

How crappy is crappy?

[quicksavensmoke]

REALLY crappy. No robots and World War three ... yet. But enough of human population to have me break out in hives. Yikes.

[Voice]

[unknownrival]

I am. I'd rather be more becoming of a monk.

[Voice]

[quicksavensmoke]

How's that coming along for you, stranger?

[Voice]

[unknownrival]

Decently enough, I'd say.

[Voice]

[quicksavensmoke]

You've been working for a long time, right? You're definitely gonna be there in no time.

[blond_with_envy]

You... Quit?
Whatever. Don't go changin' on me either, got it?

[quicksavensmoke]

Don't worry boss I'm chain smoking as much as ever - just you know, trying to cut back from those three packs a day right? It's only while it's cold and I can't go out ...

Or... are you offering to go out for me??

[blond_with_envy]

Better question; you expect me to pay?

[quicksavensmoke]

Correct Answer : I don't 'expect it' I just know you will! I'll be here.

[aura_wall]

Only the dead remain unchanged, you fool...

[quicksavensmoke]

Meeeh I can't be bothered to change.

As for your "wise words" speak for your home with it's never-ever changing technology! Must be truly dead. Are you moving yet?

[aura_wall]

Answer me this, worm... What good are your "games" when the world is at war?

[quicksavensmoke]

I don't need to fight, fool. That's what the military is for...

Duh.