o25 [video]

[quicksavensmoke]

Well this is awkward. Back again...? it was nice while it lasted, i almost forgot the world outside my own home existed.

[it's a known smile; to those that know him, a familiarity, all unchanging for the most part. the camera is a little off-point more showing from the nose and down. He doesn't seem to care too much to do anything about it, and finishes off a cigarette.]

... Or am I dreamin'? I wouldn't be surprised. ... Where's the time gone? It's gotten cold and the world keeps turning turning and people are changing like the seasons. I hate it.

I can't say I've been doin' much. I made a resolution to smoke 'less' because I'm sure it's not great for the cat, but you can say I've failed - if it's possible, I think it's only made me smoke more and that's a problem.. well only because I have to leave the house to get more.

My birthday is soon. Who's trying to change themselves this year?

[he seems a bit distracted. sort of fidgeting in place - a show of restlessness and unease if you knew he didn't normally make much effort to do anything but lay there and smirk stupidly at his audience.]

Talk.

Comments

[blond_with_envy]

Half a day... Half an hour...
Whichever comes first.

[quicksavensmoke]

chocolate pot to the kettle!! Jeeze.

[blond_with_envy]

Alright... So you'll get your fix.
Is that all?

[quicksavensmoke]

I would really appreciate some fancy feast for Mello.

[blond_with_envy]

You're sure it's not for you?

[quicksavensmoke]

No, I pinky promise. I've been really reluctant to go out is all. There's real life out there...

[blond_with_envy]

You know, you're like a kid in a fort. I never understood it. ...Not really. But, maybe I can't.

[quicksavensmoke]

Heh, that's a bad thing?

[blond_with_envy]

You don't care?

[quicksavensmoke]

I don't care that you don't understand, nope.

[blond_with_envy]

Not that... Doesn't matter, whether I "get it" or not. Just... don't stay in one place for too long, got it? You know what'll happen.

[quicksavensmoke]

I'ma do what I want, when I want. YOLO.

Have some faith, asshole.

[blond_with_envy]

You'll be the death of me, Matt.
Maybe both of us.

[quicksavensmoke]

That's like, foreshadowing right?

Maybe that's why I didn't die before... cause I was supposed'ta be waitin' for the you now.

[blond_with_envy]

In that case, you'd better stay put.

[quicksavensmoke]

I would make a joke about playing in traffic but I'm getting anxiety just thinking about all the fuckos out there.

[blond_with_envy]

C'mon. ...I mean it. Don't get careless.

[quicksavensmoke]

You should know I'm one of the most careful people we know. I know that's hard to forget.

[blond_with_envy]

I'm counting on that.

[quicksavensmoke]

All I hear is something like blah blah blah...