dramadramaduck | DDD Secrets: Day One

[image: two girls holding holding hands and leaning back
text: I don't deserve anyone's trust]

2.

[image: a picture of

material_guy
text: stop being right, asshole]

3.

[image: Fairymon from the back
text: I wish I didn't feel so useless now]

4.

[image: a girl's hair with a daisychain in it
text: I just wanted someone to fill the space she left. I didn't mean to hurt you.]

5.

[image:

fortheworld and

justforyou in their Puella Magi modes
text: you people scare me]

6.

[image: a black horse with a red rose in its mouth
text: have a rose, dear ducks]

7.

[image: a picture of

trustmybase
text: I'd like to ask you out sometime, but you'd that's creepy from someone on the internet, right?]

8.

[image: a four-pointed star
text: When you speak with me I get so on edge. I know it's wrong to be so short with you, but if I let myself forget what your intentions are I'll feel like a mouse caught only because the cat wanted to play.
I don't want to be toyed with and I don't think you know how to do anything but.
So why does my head spin when you're close to me?]

9.

[image: a cartoon laptop shattered with the word "virus" over it
text: So, are they my family?]

10.

[image: a picture of

denies
text: Where'd you go?
At this point, I'd be happier believing you'd just eloped. Brother rage or not...
...at least we'd know.]

11.

[image: the hilt of an old sword
text: even if it turns out I can't do anything before time's up, I think there should be enough people behind you now to make up for it.]

12.

[image: a picture of

justforyou from the mouth to the knees
text: I'm actually really, really worried about you!
So be careful, okay?
Or ask me for help! Friends need to look out for each other!]

13.

[image:

shadow_spread from the back, next to

brokethecamera from the front
text: Freaking finally. Now kiss.]

14.

[image: a yellow butterfly with a dark filter over it
text: I still hope that you'll change your mind.]

15.

[image: a picture of

refinedvillian smiling
text: In some respects, I believe that you may have been correct in your assumptions about me.]

16.

[image: a beach
text: You have no idea how much I wish that virus could've been our life.
Even though I hate the idea of painting over reality.]

17.

[image: a dark landscape split by a white light
text: I don't know how I would have made it through this without everyone here.
Thanks for being my light.]

18.

[image: a hand full of glitter in front of the sunset
text: I hope you understand someday.]

19.

[image:

chestboard wearing his cape and making a...suggestive face
text: We all know it looks stupid (an arrow points to the cape) but sources say it makes her want to make stupid faces (an arrow points to Battler's face) with you.]

20.

[image: a pair of gold rings
text: We've been having problems.
I don't think either of us knows what to do.]

21.

[image: a picture of

yes_im_kawaii
text: You need a name already.
"Amnesia girl" is getting really old by now.]

22.

[image: black brushstrokes on a crumpled blue background
text: I'm worried I'm starting to forget what I'm doing this for.
I can't afford to change.]

23.

[image: a hand holding an injured butterfly
text: I get it now. I still don't want to lie, but I get it. I just don't know what to do about it.]

24.

[image: pink
text: I just wish I knew what I (this letter is blue) could do.]

25.

[image: a man holding his face in his hands in front of a computer
text: I swear this community will be the end of me.
And I really mean the end of me.]

26.

[image: a red abstract fish on top of crossbones
text: I can't be a "hero"]

27.

[image: something like a green digital explosion
text: As fun as looking up someone else's canon is?
I can't look up my own.
Think I'm afraid of what I'd find out.]

28.

[image: a man on a park bench under a wide sky
text: A lot of the friends I used to have here are gone now. Part of me thinks I don't really belong anymore.]

29.

[image: a path in a snow-covered forest
text: I'm glad I came here. I hope you're glad to be where you are, too.
Maybe we'll both find our fortunes.]

30.

[image: a rocking chair on a balcony overlooking forested mountains
text: I'm glad none of you know what I've been through or what I actually do.

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I've been here for almost two years and it hasn't come out yet. Maybe I've just gotten lucky since the only things it's revealed haven't been enough to make it so people can't smile anymore when they think about me. It's keeping the important things, and that's what matters. Even if they've started to come out more lately...

I've been here less than a year and more has come out than ever in my life, so you do sound rather lucky.

[But ah, if this anon is being honest, his situation was almost opposite of Edgar's. The things Edgar have done wasn't quiet so good or pure. But he is keeping things from his friends, lying?, so they're not completely different.]

If you think it will come out during a bad time, it may just be better to tell them, yourself.

As it is, I've already had a lot of people stop being able to face me with a smile if I'm in a situation that's... pretty normal for me, or even less dangerous than usual.

I don't want to keep these things a secret because it'll hurt me or I'm worried people will know. These people are people I trust, I just... I know that they care about me and if they found out these things, they'd want to get involved when they can't. They'd want to help or make sure I'm safe all the time when it's my choice to be in this position because there's something I want to do.

I don't expect to live very long and I've already made arrangements for some of the things in my possession even though I'm still in high school. I can't torture the people I care about like that or make them worry that one day I might not come home.

[This is hard to believe, that somebody would be as selfless as this person claims to be. At the least, no matter his reasons, he is lying, so it is a little easier to take at face value.]

Ah, a young age doesn't guarantee you life. [He'd seen a lot of people die even younger.]

You are aware of the possibility of being found out, aren't you?

Of course I am. I'm just going to try everything I can to make sure I don't.

Normally, when someone wants to hide what they've done, their reasons are more dark.

Sometimes lying is the only thing some of us can do to protect ourselves and other people.

I find that most lies are to protect ourselves.

It might be selfish because I'd rather lie to them than have them worry and not be able to do anything. It's not like I'm a victim though, I choose to do this.

DDD Secrets: Day One

30OP; anon

Anon party

anon, anon, anon is on fire!

Quick, put the anons out!

somebody call the fire station!!

Ain't no water good enough to put out this firah

casts waterga

What is this?! The fire demon has reflect!

AHHH now i'm a fire demon and you are goin' DOWN ANONHOLE