[Ren's back, and this time he looks, well, somewhat apologetic.]
I found Kaitou's post when I got back, so it looks like I worried somebody here. [Is he going to talk about what exactly he did that got Kaitou and other people in his world so worried? Nope!]
So, I know I've been acting...off, lately. If you saw that last video, well, you know most of why. I've said before that I'm in the middle of something called the Rider War, a battle among thirteen Kamen Riders in my world. We have to fight each other to the death in order to win the power to grant a single wish.
Someone back home went and told my secret to another Rider I know, so I really don't have anything more to lose if I say it here. About half a year ago, my fiancee, Eri, was in an experiment run by the man who set up the Rider War, Shiro Kanzaki. When I lost my memories earlier this year, this is what I forgot, so some of the details are still a little hard to remember, but I must have interrupted the experiment. A Monster attacked, and somehow during the attack, Eri fell into a coma. Kanzaki gave me a choice--to let her die, or to fight as a Rider, win, and use my wish to save her. I chose to fight.
[He pauses for a bit--this is probably the most he's ever said on here. But he's still got to address his stupidity over the past few weeks.]
The battle that got posted last time was against another Rider, who was pretty much just out to antagonize everyone. When I couldn't kill him, he made it harder for me, kidnapped one of my friends, and just pressured me to fight or die. Just for his own amusement. We managed to save my friend, and she's okay now, but... Well, after that battle, I've been trying to see if I can become the kind of Rider I need to be in order to win, but...I didn't like the examples I was seeing.
I'm still determined to win, and to save Eri. But I'm going to do it on my terms. And if it means I'm changing into someone unlike the Riders who should be the winners, then I guess it's something I can live with.